Monday, May 31, 2010

the universe is a cruel mistress.

the grass is greener on the other side. you always want what you can't have. insert other cliched phrase here.

i can't decide if i believe in fate or if i've just created these circumstances in my own head. i don't think i believe in fate. i'm pretty sure i don't, at least.

however, i've met three incredible men in the past few months and i can't be with them, save for one. if i believed in this fate stuff, i'd be thinking that the universe was dangling them in front of me as if to say, "look what you could have! but wait, you can't. neener neener neener." yeah, in my head fate is like an eight year old sibling that you just want to slap. it's fun in my head. promise.

EDIT - y'know what? i don't even care. maybe i'll rewrite this at some point.

3 comments:

  1. Why can't you be with them? I need more details. My lizard brain doesn't understand.

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  2. no, don't re-write! just add info or reference this post....if you cared enough to write it down right now it's worth keeping :) plus I like the fate debate that's going on in your head - it does sound fun!

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  3. don't re-write, i love your writing! I have had the same thing happen to me, its just frustrating.

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