...hello? hello...? anyone out there? is this thing still on?
oh good.
because i need it to be.
so, the last entry ended all warm & fuzzy, didn't it? yeah, it did. i was very sincerely hoping for my happily ever after. on paper, it was perfect.
ah, but therein lies the rub. nothing's perfect. least of all me. and i'm not sure if my head or my heart sabotaged this one, but here i am today feeling like a giant jerk about the whole situation. i can't quite put my finger on it. he's beautiful. he's sweet. he'll treat me like a princess. and yet, it wasn't what i wanted.
so, the question remains: what do i want?
fuck if i know.
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I think that you'll figure out what you want when you're ready to want something. Timing, much as it sounds like a cliche, is more than half the battle.
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